.m.a.r.y.m.o.h.d.'s.

oh malaysia!!

2012-02-17T18:19:00.000-08:00

oh malaysia versi blur.. :)

Solat Sunat Witir

2012-01-19T06:53:00.000-08:00

SOLAT SUNAT WITIR

Solat Witir adalah salah satu solat sunat yang sangat dituntut untuk dikerjakan.

Hukum solat Witir adalah Sunnat Muakkad.

Jumlah maksima solat witir itu ialah 11 rakaat (6 salam), sebaik-baiknya 3 rakaat (2 salam) dan sekurang-kurangnya satu rakaat sahaja.

Di antara fadhilat solat witir ialah :
1. Para malaikat turut menyaksi atas kesungguhan amalannya.
2. Lebih afdhal daripada sunat Rawatib yang lain
3. "Sesungguhnya Allah itu witir (ganjil), dan Dia menyukai witir, maka lazimkanlah solat witir, wahai ahli Al-Quran." Riwayat Abu Daud dan Tirmizi.

Niat Solat Sunat Witir Dua Rakaat

أصَلِّي سُنَّةَ الوِتْرِ رَكَعَتَيْنِ لِلهِ تَعالىَ

"Aku solat sunnat witir dua rakaat kerana Allah Taala"

Niat Solat Sunat Witir Satu Rakaat

أصَلِّي سُنَّةَ الوِتْرِ رَكَعَةً لِلهِ تَعالىَ

Aku solat sunnat witir satu rakaat kerana Allah Taala"

Zikir Selepas Solat Witirسُبْحَانَ اللَّهُ الْمَلِكِ الْقُدُّوسِ

Dibaca tiga kali sebelum membaca doa :

Doa Solat Witir

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung dengan keredhaanMu daripada kemurkaanMu,
dan aku berlindung dengan kemaafanMu daripada balasanMu,
dan aku berlindung denganMu seperti pujiMu sendiri ke atas diriMu.
Maka segala pujian dan sanjungan sehingga Engkau redhai."

p/s: berpesan kpd diri sendiri dan insan2 yg tersayang. sekurang2nya hanya satu rakaat di setiap malam :)

untold

2011-09-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

and it goes.. "sy da byk sbr k."

it's loud and clear!
have faith,mary..insyaAllah~~

my eid with you

2011-09-04T18:43:00.000-07:00

I feel you in the morning

When at first I awake

Your thought is with me

With each decision I make

You'd been around like forever

Since the first breath I took

Now I have to go on alone

But for love, I need not look

Cause by what you bestowed

In our short time together

Will last in my heart

Forever and ever

ilysmb!

eid 1432H

2011-09-04T18:37:00.000-07:00

eid ul-fitr 1432H

thanks friends!!!!!

sampai ketemu lagi tahun hadapan...

E-day ^_^

2011-08-01T22:17:00.000-07:00

..alhamdulillah, ya Allah..

terima kasih kepada semua keluarga, saudara-mara & rakan taulan..

may our engagement will be blessed..

2011-06-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami lisan yang lembut basah mengingati dan menyebut namaMu,

hati yang penuh segar mensyukuri nikmatMu,

serta badan yang ringan menyempurnakan ketaatan kepada perintahMu.

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami iman yang sempurna,

hati yang khusyuk, ilmu yang berguna, keyakinan yang benar-benar mantap.

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami din cara hidup yang jitu dan unggul, selamat dari segala marabahaya dan petaka. Kami memohon Ya Allah kecukupan yang tidak sampai kami terpaksa meminta jasa orang lain.

Berikanlah kami Ya Allah iman yang sebenarnya sehingga kami tidak lagi gentar atau mengharap orang lain selain Engkau.

Kembangkanlah lembayung rahmatMu kepada kami,keluarga dan anak-anak kami serta sesiapa saja yang bersama-sama kami.

Jangan Ya Allah, Engkau biarkan nasib kami ditentukan oleh kami sendiri, walaupun kadar sekelip mata atau kadar masa yang lebih pendek dari itu.

Wahai Tuhan yang paling mudah dan cepat memperkenankan permintaan.Perkenankanlah.

Amin~~

..mendung kelabu...

2011-05-14T03:13:00.000-07:00

april...things do not really work as what i planned for 2011..

so, many things freaked me out..

one of them..aku mendapat arahan pertukaran sekolah kerana sebuah percaturan konspirasi..

sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Mendengar..

aku berharap DIA mendengar rintihan aku..

kuatkan semangatku ya Allah..ALLAHUAKBAR!!

+_+ aku dah penat~

2011-02-14T03:03:00.000-08:00

kadang-kadang aku terfikir;

knape manusia selalu tak puas hati sesama manusia??

kenapa tak boleh tengok orang lain senang??

kenapa nak kene hasad dengki dan busuk hati meracun fikiran orang lain supaya benci??

kenapa nak kene sibuk jaga tepi kain orang??

hari yang aku lalui sekarang penuh dengan duka dan luka.

tak ada satu hari pun yang menyenangkan.. hati ini macam dah tak boleh berada di situ tapi tiada pilihan melainkan aku terpaksa terus meneruskan khidmat mendidik di sana. kadang-kadang aku rasa macam nk give up, just buat kerja ala kadar je..tapi itu bukan aku. aku tak boleh buat macam tu sebab aku kesiankan budak2.

setiap hari memandu pulang dari kerja dengan satu stigma yang memang dh lekat kat kepala aku skrg, "kerja macam nak mati pun, bukan dapat ape? kene umpat keji adalah".

Ya Allah, engkau permudahkanlah proses perpindahan hambaMU ini ke sekolah lain dengan segera. Amin~~

..ALONE..

2011-01-16T05:16:00.000-08:00

"language has created the word loneliness to express the pain of being alone.."

(Paul Tillich)

i am 26 years old this year, yet i'm still alone sitting at the dining table and at sofa watching television.

"people are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges"

(Joseph F.Newton)

i did not building any walls instead i am counting every second of the clock tickings to get rid of being alone.

actually, it has been awhile that i felt something is missing or not complete in me. it's like i lost a piece of jigsaw puzzle and i badly need it to make the puzzle perfect. hope that Allah will get me through this..ameen~~

time's up!!!

2011-01-04T04:37:00.001-08:00

time waits for no man

plan your work and work your plan well

today is the second day of schooling yet i already suffocated. time is running very fast. rse mcm bru je punch card at 7.30 in the morning, then the next glanced at the watch it's already 4 o'clock.. oh my!!! tetibe je aku rse 24hours become 24minutes..waaa!!!!!! byk keje dh trtangguh ni..hadoiiiii!!!!!! suddenly, while writing this entry, aku teringat Badrul Aswadi's facebook wallpost, "jangan malas, bukan suruh jadi rajin tp jangan jadi malas." somehow, he was totally right, i have to be double triple JGN MALAS!!! for this year..no procrastination will be allowed( insyaAllah)if not, i'll be dead with the bunch and bundle of files, reports, and others!!! doaku di tahun baru, semoga tidak malas. ameen~~

"time's up!!!

it's already 4, go home and relax.."

2011

2011-01-02T03:26:00.000-08:00

on 2nd of January 2011..i got my aims for this year. these are my most important long-term target for 2011;

my first wish is:

my mobile phone is not in good condition anymore (so sorry to inche b).. therefore, following the technology plus i'll have a little extra money soon i decided to buy this Apple iPhone 4..

iPhone4

Apple Earphones with Remote and Mic

Dock Connector to USB Cable

USB Power Adapter

Documentation

iPhone 4 Technical Specifications; http://www.digitaltrends.com/mobile/apple-iphone-4/2/

my second wish for 2011 is:

I would like to have my own Canon EOS 500D. No concrete reason for this gadget yet i never own any of camera before. Thus, I choose to own this real cool camera for me. I did my reading on this gadget, its kind of cool compared to other few SLRs. It's in the middle of 450D and 550D. I'm a girl in the middle of my siblings so, I choose 500D. It's quite expensive tho. However, I'll try my best to get the chance to hold it with my both hands. It's part of my dreams and I'm going to achieve it for my satisfaction. May Allah gives me the chance, ameen~~

Canon EOS 500D Specifications; http://www.canon.com.my/compare/product/?cat=1&lang=EN&p1=999&p2=1045

black&white,greyscale,colored.

2010-12-24T08:07:00.000-08:00

23rd dec 2010

2010-12-23T13:27:00.000-08:00

Sad is an emotion characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. When sad, people often become outspoken, less energetic, and emotional.

Sadness can be viewed as a temporary lowering of mood, whereas depression is characterized by a persistent and intense lowered mood, as well as disruption to one's ability to function in day to day matters.

on 23rd of december :

(the day that i will not forget in my life)

everything was just not right at all..

make me feel like it's pushing me down to the very low level..

how i wish i'm not the one..

yet, its give me the chance to realize;

it is just to hard and harsh for today..

praying that these clouds will blown away,

and the sun will shine brightly,

i'm hoping for a better tomorrow..

each cloud has its silver lining, and i just wanna believe it that way,

because i believe Allah with me and listening..

Red Rose

2010-12-12T15:39:00.000-08:00

As clouds are blown away by the winds, I believe that disappointment is often the salt of life. And for now, i'm having a spoon of it. It is million miles from what i thought it would be. However, my belief wouldn't change. A quote says, "accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart..". I'm now doing all with all my heart though it might bite me in return yet I can't stop this music of heart. It's just know how to sooth or rub some salt on the wound. in a nutshell, that's life of a normal human being who has some feelings to share.

Disappointment, by starving emotions we become humorless, rigid and stereotyped. By repressing them we become literal, reformatory and holier-than-thou. If it is encouraged, they perfume life, if it is discouraged, they poison it. To live well or to live hell, we have the ultimate power to choose it. Thus, I choose them to perfume my life;

"Red Rose"

Red is the color of which I will bear.

Like the color of a rose it tells that I am true.

For me to state anything else is quite false.

My love for you runs more deep and more true than the glorious

color of a red rose.

It runs more deep than the bluest ocean or the widest sea.

My love for you will always be there, even though I may not be.

If you are to forgive me then the love that I have for you will

pour over you and fill your veins until the blood that now flows in them

will now be my love.

It is so strong that the moment that I stand up it knocks me

down.

I've never met anyone quite like you.

You are the only thing that keeps me living.

You are the only thing that is running through my body.

My body, mind and soul are taken over by your power.

Your love is the thing that makes my heart beat,

Every second that you're not there it slows down 1 beat,

When I hear your voice again my heart beats faster hoping for

your return..

Wheeler, Candace

"it is better to know and be disappointed,

rather than to not know and always wonder.."

smile =D

2010-12-10T03:30:00.001-08:00

A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare,Othello

happy birthday Alif Zaqwan

2010-12-07T21:37:00.001-08:00

i'm wishing Happy Birthday to my one and only nephew,

ALIF ZAQWAN MOHD AZIMIN

be a good child to your parents and family

luv u always, jacko~

Awal Muharram 1432H

2010-12-07T20:56:00.001-08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah to all muslims..

a great beginning for the coming of HIJRAH 1432

may Allah shower His choicest blessings

insyaAllah~~

worksSS!!!!

2010-11-12T04:31:00.001-08:00

these were my tight schedules..

it was almost giving me no life at all..

hectic + tired = exhausted..

EiD 2010

2010-09-24T04:38:00.000-07:00

happy eid al-fitr..

it has been awhile since we had Eid together...

this year was very fortunate and grateful for us because everyone was home..

despite all the sweet sour feelings, we were united again..

to mommy & daddy, we are very glad to have both you as parents..

to brothers and sisters, together we cherish every moment spent...

thousand thank you to HIM, for uniting my family this Eid 2010..

KL ^__^

2010-08-13T21:50:00.001-07:00

we went to KL last weekend, specifically to the National Zoo..

we actually plan our trip to the zoo since last year..

alhamdulillah, we managed to go there finally..

we were happy.. ^__^

i got to know his friend, ain...

she is a very nice person..

and her family too...

we also went to Aman's house @ Bangi...

before we went back..

we had breakfast with my babeS, shimah n spera...

@ oldtown white coffee ampang..

in a nutshell, i'm happy ^__^

Redang ^__^

2010-08-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

we decided to go to Pulau Redang this time around..

along with his friend, Aman, Zetty and Farhi..

we spent great time there..

and cherish every memonts.. ^__^

^__^

will it be ok??? InsyaAllah..

2010-07-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

i'm so sorry for what has happened between us..

i really hope everything will be ok..

InsyaAllah..

"Don't despair and never loose hope..

turn to HIM..HE will show u the way.."

please make he forgives me..

amin~~

am i exhausted??

2010-06-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

YES, i am..=D

i am damn exhausted these two weeks..

breathing till the last straw..

too many weddings..

plus engagement.. semuanya scattered all over places..

quite a long journey..

however, i am happy because i am spending most of the time with my beloved family even though not all of them were home but it's a bless to be with them..

rase mcm zaman kecik2 dulu, pg jln2 same2..=P

juga agak exhausted mnjage maharaja kecik, ALIF ZAQWAN..

at first, dia sgt byk kerenah..but now, i think we(the family) managed to handle him..

but still it is quite tiring..especially to my mother..

luckily, his papa is here with us..if not, i cant imagine..

Zaqwan without his papa and mama..

surely hard to deal with..kojol Tokma & Mokti nnti..hehehe...

and the school'll open soon..i could see all the works are waving the hands to me in my nightmare..hehehe..

and i am so TIRED of it..

is it too much??

2010-06-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

tetibe je i feel like writing something in my blog..it has been a long time..x menulis dlm blog ini..updates!!!! now, i'm working and life gets so busy with works..i dont really have my life now..hate to say this but somehow or rather half of my day are devoted for my works..lots to deal with..and i'm still adapting with this honorable profession which is very tiring..maklum la, we are the engineers of next generation's minds..huhuhu..

recently, most of people around me especially my friends got engage and married. as we are expecting la kn, it's school holidays...berduyun2 perarakan ke kenduri kawin..i am very happy for those who get married and engaged.congratulation friends! u r one step further..and how about me??? dh ramai yg tanya ni..huhuhu..maklumlah we are living in the over concerned society kn..=P however, seriously i don't have any answer for it..tipu la klu aku xpenah terusik skit pn ngan pertanyaan dieorg tu..huhu..it seems like i have to wait je la..i got lots to deal with bab ni..frankly, kdg2 waiting without any goals make me feel helpless, xth knape..maybe i am a bit jealous melihat rakan-rakan dh settle down in their life..i still got a long journey lg..bertabah!!! there's relief after a hardship..inilah penguat semangat aku..tp smpi bila??? no answer again..=D

"there's a relief after hardship"

..i'll wait as long as i can..

keRINDUan

2010-06-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

dear, i miss you...

..i.n.t.e.r.v.i.e.w..

2010-04-27T00:10:00.001-07:00

today i had to attend an interview to confirm my "pelantikan"..agak bagai nk rak buku daku study..ye la, what ever it is, kite kene sediakn payung sblm ujan kn??? huhu..

ni lah die mende2 yg aku study 2,3 ari ni..

thanx a lot to ezita, dilla and ayu yg pinjamkn notes dieorg..

it is very helpful..klu xde notes ni,mmg kelu la daku dpn Datuk tu td..

notes on PIPP

one malaysia

(nsb baik daku xtrsebut one nation emcee td..huhuhu)

mbmmbi

nkra

(nsb baik study yg ni..klu x, xth la nk jwb ape td)

SBT

ni mase interview td..tgh tunggu turn..aku candidate yg ke-5..

ni plak, lps interview..dh ilang cuak blh la menggedik ngan camera skit.hahaha

as a conclusion, daku lega interview ni dh abis..no more hati yg cuakss...and the beautiful butterfly in my stomach can fly freely now..

waiting for the result to come la plok..

hopefully i'll pass..

2010-04-25T03:33:00.000-07:00

penantian itu tiada penghujung,

yang ku ketahui bila akhirnya,

tegarkah terus menanti???

sabarkah hati ini???

kekadang jiwa merintih sendiri,

kerana tiada jawapan untuk persoalan,

yang senantiasa membelenggu,

kata itu hanya ada padanya,

bibirnya membisu,

aku jadi kelu...

..sabtu brsama zaQwan..

2010-04-23T22:59:00.001-07:00

entri kali ni psl zaQwan lagi, my beloved nephew..

(jgn marah ekk,b..=P huhuhu..)

zaQwan balik semlm dgn mama n papa die..

dh dkt sebln xtgk die..

dh pndi meniarap..

dan die sgt gemokk..

perut boncet..

peha n tgn die sgt pejal..

leher pn dh keras..

sgt teruja bile tgk bola..

bola duk kt kaki melompat2 die geram..

hehehe..he is so sweet n cute..

but still ske mngamokss lagi..

huhuhu..

zaQwan blk 2ari je..

xpuas lg gomol pipi kembong die..

xpe nnti blk lain kali tokma jnji nk belikn bola..

that's all for this entri..

p/s: b, jgn marah ekk...zaQwan mmg cute!! huahuahua...=D

F.R.i.E.N.D.s

2010-04-14T02:35:00.000-07:00

~tremendously happening reunion~

2010-04-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Sesma Batch 25 Reunion

it was held at;

Pak Itam Inn, Cherating

Kuantan, Pahang

2nd to 4th April 2010

it was attended by;

aimiefira (chief organizer)

ctmariam

reeny

cmah (telematch leader)

ainfatiha

pn.fadiah & suami

zurina

nurulnaim

hayaty

norafizah (the chef)

jannah

azim

nazron

ahmadfaiQ

azrisaifuddin

redzwan

zulfikri

haisahafiz

syahrul

noorazali

fahmi

hanis

andika

fakhrulhafiiz (the photographer)

xtvtS were:

friday~

afternoOn: arrival of Batch 25

eveninG: bbQ

saturDay~

mOrning: breakfast and briefing

telematch~

a) hanDless appLe

b) Tepung war!!!!

c) puZzle hunt

d) bOla beracun

saturDay~

afternoOn: a visit to Pjah's house

saturDay~

eveninG : MU vs Chelsea

Bowling @kuantan megamall

KL Drift 2 @TGV

sunDay~

morning: farewell Pak Itam...

it was a blast!!!!ini reunion yg tersangat best that i ever attend..i would give 4stars to the Miss Organizer and all my friends who attended..all of u made my days there colorful and tremendously happening...luv u all guys..sampai jumpa lagi and sorry for everythg...

- - pot luck birthday - -

2010-03-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

i'm not really sure what to write about this entry..

however, enjoy looking at he pictures..

these are the members of Kelab Keluarga Sekolah Sukan Terengganu Bukit Nenas (SSTBN)..

all are my 'kakaks'..=P

::zaqwan botak::

2010-03-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

aku pn xth nape..tp aku mmg rindu kt zaQwan lately..

igt nk blk tgk die arini tp shbt baikku dtg dr jauh..

maa ckp dahulukn tetamu..tetamu tu rahmat yg Allah kirimkn..

aku ok je..tp mmg agak rindu la dkt si botak ni..=P

dh pndi meragam kot skrg..

hope u r fine with ur mama over there..

mmmuuaahhhh!!!

comel bile die skinhead huhuhu~~

farewell ~_~

2010-03-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

he's leaving to moscow tonight..

gonna miss all the moments we treasured here..

so long..take care & farewell..

~_~

sambutan Maulidur Rasul

2010-03-11T00:54:00.000-08:00

it was an exciting celebration of Maulidur Rasul in SMK Bukit Nenas for this year..it was combined with Majlis Akikah by the teachers..therefore, it became a big event for today. it was blessful day as everything done according to the plan even though it was raining in the morning.the day started with all students were gathered at the foyer according by their uniform units. there were 8 units all together. all students were really excited to start the march although it was just around the school. actually it was a march competition among the units.

ready at the foyer..

the march was lead by three students and sir ahmad fadhli

KRS

PBSM

Puteri Islam

KRS (girls)

Pandu Puteri (my unit..=D)

Pra-U

ceramah Maulidur Rasul at the hall after the march..

rewang

the event finished at 12 o'clock..all students were invited to get the food that have been served at the canteen. we cook for 600 people. the cooking part started very early in the morning, 6.30 with sembelih lembu as the beginning..it was a new experience for me and i glad i was there..its mengeratkan silaturrahim..=D

2010-02-19T03:42:00.000-08:00

"i am so sad to day till tears drop on my cheeks"

T_T

bot ayah

2010-02-12T19:35:00.000-08:00

today~lps cuci toilet aku turun ke kitchen to have my breakfast..suddenly, my dad called me..then, i went out of the house n saw a boat on a lorry..daku agak terpegun actually smpi lupe dh ayah panggil nk ckp pe..huhuhuhu..mmg excited trus lari msuk dlm umah pki tudung n took the camera.. bot ni br tiba dr kuantan..it took 10 people to naikkn bot ni dlm lorry Ah Seng ni..mmg generous la Ah Seng bg pinjam lori die..due to lack of people at my house today, mereka trpakse menurunkn bot trsebut dgn hanya menggunakan tenaga 4 org saje iaitu ayah, arih,abg leh(driver) n hamka(pembantu abg leh)..of course la aku xleh nk buat ape2 except tengok je..hehehehe.. inilah kronologi menurunkn bot yg boleh dikatakan menggunakan cara manual la..biase aku tgk org guna kren utk turunkn bot..huhuhu..dan ianya brlaku di rumah daku ok..live dpn mata..=D

first:

second:

third:

fourth:

fifth:

sixth:

finally:

agak rumit dan memakan mase yg lame sbb kekurangan tenaga kerja..

tp hasil kebijaksanaan mereka, mereka brjaya juga akhirnya..

bot ni ayah ckp utk memancing..ianya agak kecil berbanding yg dh ada..

ini adalah perancangan ayah utk bisnes family..

tp kene postpone dulu sbb die xdpt resign lg..bln 5 insyaallah..

p/s: sile abaikn date pd gmba..daku pn xmngerti ngan camera ini

itu dulu utk entri kali ini..

smpi ketemu lg..

daaa~~~

^_^

bersama alif zaQwan

2010-02-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

bersama alif zaQwan pd usia 52 hari

pray for his safety..

2010-02-05T03:16:00.000-08:00

semlm he called me to say good bye because he's flying back to moscow. as usual, happy voice yg dibuat2 from both of us through the phone conversation..but it's ok i'm used to it every year..

however, it's shocking me when he called today around 14oohrs telling me that he got problem at dubai (transit for 6hours)..he could not make to moscow with his other friends because of his passport and visa problem..he sounded really upset..what i could do just to calm him down and tell him that there's a silver lining for this..there's a relief after hardship..so, be patient dear..after that call, there's no more news from him..i am really worried right now..praying hard for him right now,hope he is safe...take care dear!

luv u,dear..

take good care!!

2010-02-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

mengerti akan hadirnya citra terindah

saat kau peluk tubuhku

banyak kata yang tak mampu

ku ungkapkan kepada dirimu..

aku ingin engkau selalu

hadir dan temani aku

di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku

KAU tercipta untukKU

sepanjang hidupku..

aku ingin engkau selalu..

hadir dan temani aku

di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku

KAU TERCIPTA UNTUKKU

pasti waktu akan mampu

memanggil seluruh ragaku

ku ingin kau tahu ku selalu milikmu

yang mencintaimu

sepanjang hidupku..

2010-01-30T02:00:00.000-08:00

adakah perlu???
>>mungkin ya..
>>mungkin juga tidak..
huhuhu...=D

N029

2010-01-30T01:32:00.001-08:00

^^ cantik x????
>> gorgeous!!!!

daku mengidamkan jam ini..^_^

my precious!!

2010-01-24T04:52:00.001-08:00

..thanks for everything dear..

thursday's events

2010-01-24T04:09:00.000-08:00

it was my first time involved in the school cross-country..it was exciting event yet tiring..we also had the farewell lunch for 'cikgu jo & pn.wahida'..Cikgu jo has been promoted to the JPNT.. congratulation to him..and pn.wahida has been transferred to SMK Tengku Bariah, pasir pjg...which is near to her house..good luck to pn.wahida..

pen off~~~

2010-01-20T05:59:00.000-08:00

so many things happened this week..as usual, i'm still busy working on the management manual yg xsiap2..siap edit je kne kne buat amendment until i really sick of it..
but life goes on..moving on from day to day..and on 18th jan2010 it was my "hari yang terindah" of the week..i met him..and he gave me this:

hehehe..i was soooo happy..
and on the next day i had a very long day..it was really tired and yet i enjoyed it very much..i attended a course in besut and i met fara and juha..i also went to ayu's house, checking on her perparation for her engagement..huhuhu

zakwan is growing up very fast i think..today, he's already 31days..1 month 1 day..however, he is becoming to be the very manja boy..till his Tokma got tired of him..Mama die lg la..jgn ckp ar..me also, dh ilang akal bile he started to cry and cry and cry and xnk berhenti2..huhuhu..bayi membesar mmg mcm ni,said his beloved Tokma..

apart of my busy dayssss...i am still missing my TESL cohort 2 much....take good care guys!!!!

entah~~

2010-01-14T04:16:00.001-08:00

a: knape tak ingat?
b: penting ke??

a: knape tak cakap?
b: kene cakap ke??

hell!!!! i'm not ok..

..luka..

2010-01-11T04:27:00.000-08:00

monday, 11th jan 2010- today my school had "majlis kacau bubur as-syura". it began early in the morning.all teachers, students and workers were struggling making the 'bubur as-syura'.we started our day with 'rewang' whereby we get all the ingredients ready..i was cutting 'keledek' when suddenly i realized that i just cut my own finger. at first, i thought it was just a minor cut..however, it didnt stop bleeding after 5minutes and i became so panic..i'm not really good in seeing too much blood. i went up to the common room and searched for First aids..with kak nora help, we managed to wrap the cut. i asked her to wrap it tightly in order to give pressure that will help to stop the bleed. then it became very 'berdenyut-denyut'..feel like hell at that moment..nasib baik la today i only had one class to teach..if not it would become my worst day at school. however, it did a bit ruin my mood for the rest of the day..most of the teacher said, "apa ni anak dara..pegang pisau skit dh luka.." i just smiled in pain..this will be my first tragedy in school that i will not forget...=D

..sharp pain +_+..

2010-01-05T06:47:00.000-08:00

otak daku sgt2 berselirat sekarang..like the pict..daku really2 exhausted..dont know why i begin to lose interest going to school. lots of work yg bertimbun2..dh gaya mcm org gila kuasa je aku kt sekolah..1st week is going to be very and so busy..that's what others say..and as my 1st experience attending the 1st term schooling, i tend to make myself in believing the 'stigma'..and very fortunately, the 'stigma' was true..i'm extremely busy..today was my third day reached home at 4.30p.m..i was too tired and no time for myself at all..nk mandi pn mls coz dlm otak blk umah nk peluk bantal and cium tilam for the rest of the day..penat gile!!!! and of it is my school is quite far from my home, therefore i have to travel about 68km (2 ways) each day..it added the sour la..huhu..bkn nk mengeluh tapi meluahkan..+_+ and today my migrain is on duty~~ blank for few hours..sharp pain in my head..

1st day of the 2010 school session

2010-01-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

3rd jan 2010- a day before, i was talking to my mom and dad about the school session which will begin on the next day. i was half prepared for the new school session. actually i was nervous as i got lots of big posts in the school. big here means high responsibility. ok, let's get started about my first day in school today..horribly hectic and chaos with the students. i'm the class teacher for 3S1 and i'm also the "Penyelaras Tingkatan 3" plus "S/U PMR"..therefore, today i had to collect all the students details for the PMR registration which begins tomorrow.this was a bit tough..do it alone and dealing with 56 heads with thousand of kerenah really made me sick..it took nearly 3hours to settle it..OMG!! help me.. then, i had to organize my class to be more conducive and reachable for the teachers and students in learning process. thank God, my students were a little bit energetic and helpful. thanks guys!!! after that, i had to do the analysis for tomorrow's panel's meeting..it was damn lot of works to do..after i finished it, then go on with my job on Pengurusan&Takwim Sekolah..rse mcm nk tepu dh otak..i need a space to breath please!!!!! but nobody wont listen, i knew that for sure..huhuhu...kringgggggggg!!!!! it's two o'clock now.. i must get home..i need some rest after a very long day today..smpi umah tido je smpi kul5..hahaha..
~THE END of 1st exhausted day~

..alif zakwan mohd azimin..

2010-01-01T02:55:00.000-08:00

name: alif zakwan bin mohd azimin
d.o.b: 18 disember 2009 bersamaan 2 Muharam 1430H
p.o.b: Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah, Kuala Terengganu.
t.o.b: 10.10 p.m

gigihnya seorang papa..zakwan berak..huhuhu..

at the moment i realized that i'm going to have a nephew soon, i know i have to change. actually i just realized this few weeks before he was born. with his birth i'm slowly becoming more close to his parents.helping them changing zakwan's nappy, bathing him and dodoi him made me feel so and much relax.i really hope that it'll last forever..begin to start to accept her as part of my life..=D muah zakwan!!! alang loves u so much!!!!

dear diary

2009-12-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

..reality bites and truth hurts..

hell~O.. dear blog, i'm back..=D

got lots to share with u but....it's ok..

my friend had asked me once,"babe, sometimes i was thinking what good is love when it hurt?" and i dont know what the right thing to say at that moment..i just can tersingeh sumbing je..huhu.. and today i'm thinking of the same thing..but i knew there are somethings that do not need explanation when we talk about feeling or emotion. take a bite from it, and chew it then you know how it feel right away..huhu..i guess that would be the best answer for my best friend..

the next thing that keeps hanging to my thought was three 3 words..not 'i love u' for sure, but "clicks,clings,pain"..i just read it in one of my novel(actually i borrowed it from my sis..=D)..the explanation given by the writer somehow matched with what i'm feeling now..the feeling came just like you click a button,and it's clinging there(at your heart) and giving the most painful feeling..i just realized it yesterday when my messages were not reply and i dont know what actually is going on..yeah, some says reality bites and truth hurts..

on the bright side of my gloomy day, i'll get back my car!!!! my sporty morty stylo white baby myVi. i was so happy and cant wait to see her again..i hope it will come true..dh lame giler siot aku x pegang die, smell her...miss her a lot!!!!! huhuhu...ayan semcm je..tp mmg aku syg sgt die..the one and only that officially belongs to me...

bye diary, that's all i wanna share for this moment...

sampai ketemu..(+_+)

@dios!!!

..rindu..

2009-11-07T00:05:00.000-08:00

so many stories wanna share..

but i dont feel like sharing any yet..

BUT;

aku rindu bdk2 TESL C2 tramat sgt!!!!!!

bosan weh idup sorang2...

xde org aku nk gaduh...nk kutuk..nk lepak2..nk gosip...

like we used to be...

take care guys!!!

sekian lama

2009-09-13T04:53:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lama....aku kembali menulis...hahahaha...
mcm2 happened since this 2 months...got posted to a "sport" school...being a teacher..adapted to a new environment...woke up early in the morning..and lastly, accident!!!
firstly, my so call "sport" school... iwas posted to SSTBN, Setiu..my first impression was it would be great to teach there..unfortunately, jauh panggang dari api...it was very difficult to get the students to be interested in learning regardless of any subjects..they are too too far behid than others...i pity them actually..however, they are not pity themselves, their objective is only one to excel in sport not in study...personally, my motivation is decreasing from day to day..the only challenge here is students' attitudes..i really have to adapt with it..
secondly, adapting to the new environment. i admit that i feel very lonely without my friends around..no more late night lepaking as "we" used to do..gossiping...assignmentsss...and classes. now, i have to the role model...i have to behave in front of my students as a teacher should be la kan..one more thing, living at home together with family sometimes, get me bored..my activities are limited..no more girls outing like we used to before...no more picnic at lata tembakah..
thirdly, i'm teaching Form Three. just finished marking the trial exam papers..and i'm a bit upset...48 failed..but this is the normal scenario for the school..so, i dont have to be worry i guess..
Now: new life, new job, new character, new car, and NEW ME...
i hope i dont have to be new me for so long...
thats all for this time..looking forward to write more soon...

Biro Tata Negara, Besut

2009-06-29T20:53:00.001-07:00

KURSUS KENEGARAAN SASARAN 1
BIRO TATANEGARA, JABATAN PERDANA MENTERI
20-24 JUN 2009
KEM BINA NEGARA, BESUT, TERENGGANU.

PENGHULU: PESERTA KURSUS!!!!

PESERTA: KENEGARAAN!!!!!!!!

dlm kursus ni i'm holding the luckiest number 007..mcm james bond plak..=D

ni schedule kursus yg agak padat tp lepak je sbnrnye..cume kne rush time ldk je coz bilik ldk jauh gaban dr hostel..nk tercabut ankle jln pki heels jauh..so on the 3rd aku bantai pki kasut sukan je..jurulatih pon ckp ok je..hehehe..

ni time dlm hall dgar ceramah psl kerajaan, rakyat,tanah air n kedaulatan..actually time btn ni penggunaan alatn elektronik including camera amat limited..ni curi2 ambik sblm start ceramah..hidup mesti pandai beb!!!

ceramah sgt boring actually..ngantuk bangat!!!

ni time kawad kaki pagi2...xtvt utk setiap pagi is different..ada kawad kaki, buat fitness test n mcm2 lagi..best!!!

ni gmba lps kudapan...kiteorg smpt buat pose sbb dpt kluar mkn awal..=D

ni kt LDK group sanda...dieorg ldk kt bwh pondok yg berangin sepoi2 bahasa..
kem ni sgt nice actually..mcm resort pn ade...

dlm surau..gmba curi jgk..gamba saya n princess syafizZ..ngatuk sbnrnye ni..hehehe..

manohara n princess syafizZ bz duk isi borang penilaian kursus..hehehe..mcm rupe org tgh isi borg nk g umrah pn ade..ngan telekungnye skali..=D berimannya shbt aku dua org ni..

ni discussion ke gosip????? =D

bilik LDK group daku..ade rupa bdk form 6 x??? hehehe..

pantang ade mse trluang mesti nk snapshot.... hehehe..inilh kerja daku..untuk kenangan abadi..

ni group ayu yg kne denda kt group aku..coz dieorg kalah mse main cross n knot..kne wat tugu negara..ni sume hazrina pnye idea..hehehe..pepun, sorry for everything..its just for fun friends..=D

ni group LDK daku..

FIKIRKAN BOLEH!!!

fasilitator: EN. ABD RAZAK

(die ni mmg sporting abis wlpn agak slow motion.)

ni mse nk g antar bedsheet b4 going off to kembara..

kt dining hall..tempat yg mbuatkn daku sgt brselera utk mkn coz lauk2 nye sgt sedap..hehehe..

sume org happy coz dh last day..b4 g kembara..

on top of bukit keluang,besut..

btn mmg best!!! slps mnjalani btn perspektif daku trhadap btn dh brtukar..segala propaganda2 luar xbtol..btn best actually..get to know more people..kerjasama dlm group..n yg plg best were ice breaking n penutup..xtvt abselling, fitness test, halangan n kembara mmg best..yg kureng skit ialah ialah ceramah n LDK coz sgt sleepy while listening to the main agenda of kerajaan a.k.a politic..hehehe...overall best!!!

thanks to all group members, fasilitators, jurulatihsss...and my beloved cohort 2..

KiSSM

2009-06-29T19:55:00.000-07:00

sangat syok dpt berkumpul kembali all together Cohort 2...eventhough, induksi ni xde la seghairah mane..just sit n listen to the lectures throughout the days..but we have to be there no matter what..jasad je kt bilik kuliah otak merantau ke alam lain dh..sesi ptg kiteorg mesti seludup pisang goreng n ubi goreng buat jamuan mse lecture..kluar solat lme giler sorg2..kdg2 siap g kafe lepak2 minum air n mkn dulu..hehehehe...syok jgk!! ptg2, aku n ayu abiskn mse tgk bdk2 ni main takrawsblm blk umah tok kt kdi buluh,pcb..skrg dh xleh tgk aksi2 gile dieorg dh..we're seperating on our own ways now...life goes on...miss u all C2!!! keep in touch..

8th JUNE 2009

2009-06-11T10:53:00.000-07:00

8th June 2009....nothing special for this date.

However;

REDZ: happy birthday syg..

maui: hepi besday..may Allah bless u

paan boy: hepi birthday bok ti..

mozaiq: hepi besday, blnja ak mkn

mcLin: hepi bufday buddy =D

Ayahanda: Wishing God bless you. Happy birthday kakti!

Laina Sofea: hepi bufday! sweet 24..may Allah bless u always..

aimifera: happy birthday my lovely friend..miss u ct!

Abang: Hepi ari tua dik drpd abang n akak..

pn.masniah & anak2: slmt hari lahir mary..semoga pjg umur, dmurahkn rezeki n cepat2 kawin..luv u so much..take care.

Bonda: Slmt hari lahir Kakti..semoga bertambah amal..

Reeny: happy birthday! may Allah bless u always. bahagia dunia n akhirat. moga bahagia ngan REDZ..=D friend forever..

ayu: hepi birthday awok!

tikah: hepi birthday T!

emah: hepi birthday mary..

dell: hepi birthday T..

awin: hepi birthday mary..

ita: awok!!! hepi birthday!!!

dayah: mary, hepi birthday..

sanda: hepi birthday mekti..

paan girl: hepi birthday T..

kak ina: hepi birthday mary!

farranadia: mary, slmt hari lahir. semoga pjg umur murah rezeki..gembira slalu..n friendship kita kekal yer awak..luv u!

fiza: m8, hepi birthday!!

bard: mary! slamat, slamat!!

fana: hepi birthday mekti..

hazrina: hepi birthday mary!!

thanx so much for the wishes! i really appreaciate it..

trip to Redang

2009-06-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

last 30th of may i went to Pulau Redang with my friends (obey,duer,cmah,reeny n adik cmah,lokman) and also with my mom and my sister amanino..initially, we were going to Pulau Redang to attend my bestfriend's wedding, Pn. Noor Azlina Rajab. she was born in Pulau Redang and had her early education at Sekolah Rendah Pulau Redang before we met at SESMA.

due to the very bad wheather, kami bergerak meninggalkan Merang Jetty at 12 o'clock by Redang Teratai ferry..the first two pictures showed that everyone seems very excited. unfortunately, half way je cmah dh xthn dh..she tried to bite the seat to cure her sickness.hehehe..just kidding..tp pity her. i also felt a bit uncomfortable with the situation and praying that it would be a safe journey eventhough ribut menggila..

zillionssss thank you and syukur to Allah The Mighty, we made it..we arrived at the jetty in one piece..hehehe..kecut perut mse journey tu pn dh lenyap gitu je bila nmpk tangga jeti..as we can see below,everyone was so happy..

after that, we went straight to my friend's house coz everybody was hungry. we needed something to eat so badly. from the jetty to perkampungan pulau redang is quite far about 2.3km. so, it was impossible for us to walk with our bags and empty stomach. therefore, my father's friend who is also the local people had waited for us at the jetty in the first place.hehehe..so, we did not have to walk that far. along the road to the perkampungan pulau redang, we saw the new SK Pulau Redang and the teachers' quarters, police station, mosque, Berjaya airport and the people. it was first experience for majority of us..we enjoyed the views.

my friend,Pn. Noor Azlina was married to a Negeri Sembilan guy named Mohd Shah. he was very kind and shy person..=D

after the wedding ceremony, we went to our chalet named Redang Abadi which was so close Berjaya Beach Resort. it was about 5 minutes of leisure walking (meaning melenggang la...huhuhu). after we changed, reeny, cmah,obey,duer,lokman and i went to the beach. it was fantastic! i bet all of people went there would agree with me. the water was crystal clear. however, only Obey went to swim coz he was the only one who wore the right attire for swimming. others were wearing jeans mcm mne nk mandi..hehehehe..including me..

at Berjaya jetty..

kami memasang angan2 dan niat utk kembali ke pantai Berjaya in the next morning with my mom n my sister,amanino..therefore, in order to achieve our main objective for the next morning, we went to sleep very early that night so that, we could wake up early next morning..hehehe...objective achieved for girls coz we managed to be at the beach at 7 o'clock inthe morning..Subhanallah, pagi yg cukup indah buat kami..

kami pun bermandi-manda dengan girang sekali..the water was very clear as we could see our own legs through it. for me, it was just like we were in a gigantic swimming pool.hehehe..we had so much fun there..we took the chance to berkayak ke sekitar pulau and stopped at Teluk Raja. we collected some shores, cmah was the one who was very excited with it..then others followed. =D

31st of may: by 11.30 a.m, after we had our last drinks at the chalet's cafe, we moved to the jetty. its time to say good bye to the island..everyone seemed did not want to go back home. however, life goes on..everybody has their own commitment in their life. Azlina and her husaband, Shah bid adieu to us at the jetty. with a very reluctant feeling , we stepped into Nurul Aman (the boat). the journey back took only 45 minutes..no one had sickness becuase Nurul Aman is a bot laju not a ferry. everything run smoothly on the way back.after having our lunch, we made our own way back to home. during the lunch and on the way back, we had agreed to arrange a proper trip to Redang next time. and i really hope that it will come true because i really looking forward to spend a vacation at any island in Malaysia. Cuti-Cuti Malaysia!!!

on Nurul Aman (the boat)

last but not least, i would like to thanks my mom for her effort to make this trip worked, reeny for travelled so far from KL just to be part of the trip, Cmah for brought along Lokman because he added the colors to our trip, Obey for took MC on Sunday to make this trip more happening with his appreance and Duer for also travelled so far from SM Teknik Chenor right after schooling just to be with us. i really cherish our trip!! u guys mmg best!! =D thanks so much!!

for those yg did not manage to go, dont worry guys!! InsyaAllah, Cmah akan organize our reunion at an island in future.hope everyone can give their cooperation..=D

~waiting for JUNE to say Hi!!~

2009-05-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

seriously, i really looking forward to say Hi! to JUNE. tinggal beberapa hari sahaja lagi tp aku mmg excited abis!!! huhuhu..=D
there are few things will happen in JUNE:
FIRTS: beta dgn rasminya akan ber'unite' kembali ngan member tercinta, bdk2 TESL Cohort 2..i miss them so damn much. can't wait to get back together, hug them(for girls only la!) and kecoh2..=D
SECOND: REDZ will come back home for the 2months' holiday in the middle of June..of course i'm happy!! we are planning for our "jln2" this time around..hehe..
THIRD: awal June, umur beta akan brtmbh lgi..but i'm happy with that..=D. hope hadiah2 lumayan menanti..hehe..
so thats all for June...every year i am counting days to meet JUNE..therefore,really hope everything runs smoothly according to the plans..Amin~

++ six years together ++

2009-05-17T05:25:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a long time i'm not writing any entry for my dear blog..life gets a bit busy when i get home..hehehe..first of all, i would like to wish "HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY" to all my teachers (from TASKI(ABIM) NURUL HUSNA, SK MENGABANG TELIPOT, SMKA BATU RAKIT, SM SAINS SULTAN MAHMUD @ SESMA) and my lecturers (IPGM KAMPUS KOTA BHARU & FACULTY OF EDUCATION, UiTM SHAH ALAM). without all of u, i would manage to be who i am now. thousand of gratitutes, teachers, madams and sirs!!!

now, i would like to continue writing about the days that we(TESL C2) treasured together before we left our beloved state, KLATE and our 1st REUNION in johor recently.

2nd of may, 2009; 8.30 - 1.00 a.m: at first, we went to the Zon, somewhere in jb. i get bored coz i dont really like shopping..and i dont know what to buy at that time.so, acip,zaiqe and i went out of the building and took some fresh air while having McD ice cream sponsored by Acip..we could see singapore on the other side (the lights from the back of derung&ina's photo). after that we went to Danga Bay(long time not come). just our lucky night coz it was like funfair there. at first, we didnt know what to do there, then dell&fara, fuad&paan boy said that they wanted to do some exercise with the upper rail rolling cycles. afterward, awin suggested that we took the 'blackhole roller coaster'. we had fun by yelling so loud during the coasting.. the next game was nightmare for me. i was scared to death by my fren who was sitting beside me on the 'Pirate Ship'. i was so angry that after get off the ship, that person could yell to other frens down there, "Aku OK!!" then laughed. that person owed much as a life guard.. then, Paan and i agreed to try the 'roundabout car'. it was exciting when it gets faster. we pretend to yell as we scared of the speed but actually it was not that fast as what we expected. but ok la.. the most memorable and unforgetable moment in my life!!!

2nd of may,2009; day time: we started our journey to felda kahang very early in the morning. we stopped at fuad' house first. according to our plan A, we were going to Tanjung Piai(hujung benua asia, derung and i were so excited to step at that place). however, due to the bad weather(it was raining heavily) we had to cancel the plan A. we proceded out way to felda kahang (mun's wedding) and we stopped at the plaza tol and decide to go to Paan girl's house in the Institut Haiwan. it was a very nice house on top of a hill, surrounded by all greens..i like it so much!! then, paan and her brother, nabil led us to felda kahang (bapak jauh giler, ngan corner yg tajam, gerun gak aku time blk mse acip drive..hehehehe). so, below are our pictures at Mun's wedding..

cant really remember the exact date of the night..we went to send ezlan shah who is going back to melaka. it was the last moment with him (sort of la). he cried on that night becoz of leaving his 6years bestfriends as everything was over.. dont worry ezlan, we'll meet again this coming 3rd june for kissm..actually, i didnt expect him to cry that night but tears fell eventhough he walked with his face up.. (+_+)

this night, we had a really long chat and lepak.. everyone seemed like did not want to go back but we had to make a move becoz the shop was going to close in any minute..they had shisha except me, i just cant stand it..we talked about lots of thing. ezlan also had his last show on that night. look what he did in the picture below..it was a great time we had spent together guys..

on the same night, we had kenny's..zaiqe was so kind-hearted that night to treat me. actually we just got our book&ae allowance in the evening.hehehe..dpt jgk mkn free..only few people were able to come becoz most of them had left already. these few people were farra nadia,dell,maya,paan girl,ezita,dayah,sanda,ezlan shah, zaiqe,pen and i. i did enjoyed the eating(tp kurang mengenyangkn)..huhuhu..

we had our last picnic at Lata Tembakah, Besut at 22nd of april..it was ayu's birthday actually..ayu kene tepung ngan pen byk giler..afterward, everyone got excited main tepung except me..hehehe..we had bbq there...mandi-manda smpi ptg..everybody seemed like so reluctant to go back. since we were in the foundation years, this was the place we always had our picnic..it buried lots of our sweet memories as we grown up to be a better teacher. it also Faq's favourite place.. he was the one who would organize the trip. now no more, Lata Tembakah for us..maybe we just can go to the swimming pool after this.. this is also our treasure together, friends!!!

21st of april,2009; 1400hrs: hari yg melakar sejarah buat para pelajar TESL COHORT 2 IPGM KAMPUS KOTA BHARU kerana telah mnduduki peperiksaan terakhir sebagai seorng pelajar. tepat jam 4 ptg mereka telah menamatkn kursus ijazah pendidikan dengan berakhirnya peperiksaan tersebut. it was a release to all of us..finally, we managed to finish this course after struggling so hard for 6 years. everyone in the hall was smiling after the exam..eventhough it was quite a tough exam, no one seemed to care more..yg penting its over now..huhuhu...ms LPG(kesygn L4) was one of the invigilators for the exam (the curly woman collecting the papers). =P

below are the picture of L3, actually our daily classes for this final semester..

1st pict: our last class with mdm TAN SIEW POO, CIE..

2nd pict: presentation CIE (the last one)

3rd pict:normal scenario while presentation is held..

4th pict:signature for the kedtgan book

5th pict: our last presentation for WIL with mr.zul..

6th pict:we wrote our last words in our friends' auto books..

7th pict: its me..picture taken by bard..

8th pict: its time to leave........so long, friends!!!

thats all from me...thank you my friends for these memorable 6 years..

i really appreciate it..

+ THE END +

falling so hard..=(

2009-04-29T05:01:00.000-07:00

dear blog (a.k.a "public" diary)

i'm so sad...

things dont really work between us..

two times in a week..

its bloody hell so bad for me..

i'm falling so hard..

i hate to feel this kind of feeling..

i'm really mad but at the same time i'm lost..

i hurt someone and i'm hurt also..

what the hell is this???

**V*

i dont ever think that it would make me hurt this much..

i thought it is a wonderful feeling..

only people who go through it can describe it..

but...i just realized it does not breeze at all time..

there's once it'll bring u down to earth..

and now it was my time to fall down to earth..

and the pain i bet u dont wanna know..

it broke into pieces..till nothing left to feel the pain..

what should i do???

what should i do??

i guess silence might be the key..

remain silence is better than being too vocal..

i might say something crap..

so, silence is the best way..

like someone has told me.."there are certain things words cant tell, we have to understand ourselves"..

"dear GOD The Almighty,

show me the right path that i should take..

if this is the best for me, give courage to endure it all..

i pray for your help.."

::KENANGANKU::

2009-04-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

:: i purposely dedicate this post to my beloved friends,

MRS.JOViAL HIKMAH,

MISS ADORABLE AYU,

PRINCESS PINKY DAYAH,

MRS CHARMING LADY FARRA CROFT

::i'm grateful to have u all as my precious treasures::

the first time we met, we were strangers to each other,

not knowing each other and not even ready to know,

and slowly we started off with a simple HI! and a smile =)

as time passed, a formal relationship turned into an informal..

the day is not complete till we talk to each other,

and its such a nice feeling to know that i have all of u who i can trust on..

Thank you for our friendship for it means so much to me,

your kindness and understanding and loving ways you share so free..

Thank u for our friendship, for it means so much to me..

your kindness and understanding, and loving ways you share so free..

Thank you for being by my side..

when i needed someone that cared..

and thank you for all your loyalty in our friendship..

also for the times we shared together..

..thank you for our friendship..

..for it's something not even money can buy..

..thank you for holding me tightly..

..when i merely lose hope..

Thank you for always smiling at me,

When i couldn't smile at all,

and thank you for boosting my ego,

for the times i felt so small..

a friend is someone who knows a song in your heart...

and she can sing it back to you...

when you have forgotten the lines..

my dear tomodachi..

your friendship i cherish so deeply..

so this message i send to you..

may God bless you always..

and may we always remain as friends forever..

no matter where life takes us to..

we will always be friend forever and ever..

luv you all girls..

muah!!!

from,

Mary

(the collector of our friendship's treasures)

::i am not ok::

2009-03-17T09:16:00.000-07:00

...........nothing to talk about...........

...........silence conquered................

.........heart breaks into pieces.......

.................and i am not ok...............

....(+_+)....

:: perginya dia ke hadrat yang Esa ::

2009-03-12T22:46:00.000-07:00

al-Fatihah..

ya Allah..

Engkau cucurilah rahmat keatas rohnya..

tempatkanlah dia disisi golongan orang mukmin yang Engkau kasihi..

tempatkanlah dia di syurga firdaus-Mu ya Allah..

semoga dia aman dan tenang disisi-Mu ya Allah pencipta yang Maha Agung..

perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini ya Allah..

rabbana atina fidunnya hasanah..wa fil a kirotihasanah..wakina azabbanna..wasollallahu ala saidina muhammaddin wa ala alihi wasohbihi ajmain..

~AMiN~

:: (+_+) ::

2009-03-08T00:26:00.000-08:00

sedih la..

knape kne sedih ekk????

being ignored?? frust?? sad?? headache??

kalaulah........

hurmmm..

:you drained my heart and made a spade:

.: gaya bebas mse presentation :.

2009-02-28T17:15:00.000-08:00

turn edrong present..hehehe

konon2 good listener la..

mase utk revenge..hahaha..camni la muke derong mse turn kiteorg present..pay back time!!

meh gelakkan die yg tgh gelabah kt depan..hehehehe..

reply msg jap..=D

pose skit...peace!!!

sanda ngan emah pon sempat posing..mngantuk dowh!!!

paan dh lentok dh..mmg sure ngantuk abis ni!!

derong lps present..batuk dowh!! byk ngat org tnye soalan..hahahha..

after presentation..kls dh nk abis dh..=D

alahai~

2009-02-27T18:30:00.000-08:00

when emotion controlled the mind..it ruined everything..mende kecik pn jd besar..alahai~

mmg mnyesal tp.... entahla.. "tersilap msuk petak parking bleh reverse coz kete ade gear R tp kalu dh tersilap ckp cane nk reverse??" thats why lain kali kne gune buah pinggang btol2..kalu x mcm ni la jadinye..hopefully org tu maafkn kite..

(+_+)

~baby MYVi wrc7497~

2009-02-26T03:57:00.001-08:00

::the new look of her::

+look younger+

+fresh+

+energetic+

+ and sporty+

she becomes cun after all!!

(+_+)

::finally..my baby is fine::

2009-02-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

syukur sgt2 ke hadrat Ilahi..finally baby is fine..
masuk ward sehari je..keluar ward dgn wajah baru yang mantap..
baby looks very "sukan" as what my housemate~ ezita said..huhuhuhuhu..
as the partner aku syukur giler...
all baby's wounds were cured already..
xde la aku rse nk nangis setiap kali looking at baby..
i'm feeling better right now..
baby is fine at last..
today i sent baby to clinic again but this time around to check the inner parts of her body..
monthly check up..nothing was found affected..
thanks to God..
honestly,i really dont mind spending thousand of syiling for my baby..as long as my baby happy and healthy as usual..
when my baby was sick..i'm also in the sick mode~~

sume bende buat xkene, keep thinking of baby je..
now my baby is back to normal and i'm so happy..

i'll take good care of you,dear..

"together we can move the mountain"
=D

~w.e.b.s.i.t.e.v.a.l.u.a.t.i.o.n~

2009-02-20T20:11:00.001-08:00

TSL 641
COMPUTER ASSISTED LANGUAGE LEARNING
ASSIGNMENT 2: ESL WEBSITE EVALUATION

1. What does the application attempt to “teach”?

The website is http://a4esl.org/a/g.html. Basically, this application attempts to help students learn English as a Second Language. It focuses on grammar, vocabulary and also bilingual quizzes. All the activities in this application are contributions from many experienced teacher out here in conjunction to the project of The Internet TESL Journal.

2. What sorts of things is the application user expected to do with regards to learning the content?

With regards to learn the content of the application, it requires user to fill in the blanks, answer multiple choice question, match, answer true and false question and the most exciting part is crossword puzzle. Moreover, it records the marks of the students’ performance.

3. What sorts of computer skills is the application users expected to have in order to operate/access/use the application?

Computer skills are ability to utilize the software or hardware of a computer. Therefore, in order to operate/access/use the application user is needed to have the ability to browse the internet in the first place. Then, user should know how to use the mouse in order to interact with the elements on the computer screen. Next, user should also know to use the computer keyboard. All these skills required are the basic computer skills. Thus, I think this application is user friendly due to basic computer skills requirement that would ease the user.

4. While you are “playing/accessing/assessing” the application, does it remind you of anything you do in a classroom, or with a teacher, or with a fellow classmate, or in self-study?

Yes, the application does remind me of the activity that I have carried out with my students during my practicum days. It is crossword puzzle. It did grab my students’ attention in learning. I did this type of activity during the closure or as the enrichment activity in the class. All my students did participate in the activity actively. Although, it is not using the computer but my students did enjoy the activity. I just made the puzzle using the flip paper and colourful marker pens. Therefore, I made a conclusion that this activity did attract students’ attention to participate. In general, I believe that students did enjoy activity in which look like a game. They worked and think better in competition situation. Thus, I also agree that this application could attract students’ attention to try and enjoy the activities provided. Furthermore, the activities are divided into several levels in which can cater all the range of students’ proficiency.

5. Can you pinpoint some theories of language learning and/or teaching underlying the application?

The theory of language teaching that applies in this application is Communicative Language Teaching (CLT). This is because CLT is student-centered in which emphasizes more on students participation on the activities. In this theory, teachers play role as facilitators and allowing students to contribute more in the learning process. These apply in this application whereby teacher serves as facilitator who gives directions to students only. Furthermore, this application also implies the Direct Method in which it uses the target language as the medium of instruction. Moreover, it emphasizes on linking meaning to the target language (cited in http://www.englishraven.com/method_direct.html).

6. How well is the constructivist theory of learning applied to the chosen website?

This application applied more on the Piaget’s constructivist theory. This is because this application particularly requires more students’ responses rather than teachers. Here, teachers are the facilitators whereby they facilitate students’ progress in carrying out the activities. According to Piaget, learning occurs through taking action and solving problems. Educational reflections of his theory stated that children are continually interacting with the world around them by solving problems that are presented by the environment. Therefore, when they are given this application as their environment, they would try their best to interact with the environment and solving the problems in order to gain knowledge about learning a language. Furthermore, Piaget also claims that cognitive development requires continuous effort in order for the children to adapt to the environment of assimilation and accommodation. In addition, Mclaughlin (1992) reports that “Accommodation is an important idea that has been taken into second language learning under the label “restructuring” to refer to the re-organization of mental representations of a language.” Thus, by using this application continuously, it could help students to learn second language which is English effectively. In conclusion, from the Piaget’s theory, it concludes that this application offering opportunities for students to learn English as the second language by involving themselves in the authentic environment.

7. In 1980s and early 1990s, there was a major debate on ‘whether the computer was “master” of or “slave” to the learning process (Higgins and Johns, 1984). In relation to your evaluation- was the computer a replacement for teachers, or merely an obedient servant to students?

In my point of view, I do not view the computer was a replacement for teachers. However, it is a tool to help teachers in educating the students. It is a ‘workhorse’ whereby it aims to empower learners to use and understand language. As the world changed, education system also changed. By using internet facility, it gives students chances to surf for the world wide application in enhancing the language. Based on the ‘International Email Tandem Network’ project by Hulmet Brammerts in 1993, students were discussing about the language through the email on a reciprocal basis. Therefore, it did show that computer also helps students in learning a language. In the other hand, it is also medium of transferring knowledge for students in learning a language. This is because it provides more authentic learning environment to the students in discovering the knowledge by their own. Moreover, sometimes it integrates more than one skill in transferring the knowledge to the students. For example, reading skill, speaking skill, listening skill and also writing skill.

8. Would you like to use the application yourself in your future work?

Yes, I would like to use this application in mu future work. This is because this application can be use as enrichment to students’ knowledge. Moreover, it can be an exposure for students in using internet because in certain area there is no internet facility at home. Therefore, students only have the chance to be exposed to the technology at school only. As a future teacher, I should make use of the opportunity in order to give them sufficient knowledge and also exposure to the technology world. Moreover, this application is good to be applied to students because it has different levels that follow students’ proficiency in the subject matter. For example, easy, medium and difficult. As students go through the activities they could gain their confidence step by step. This is because students usually start with the easy level first then followed by medium and difficult days by days.

9. Suggestions/recommendations.

This application would be much better if there are verbal instructions, sounds and also colourful pictures. In my opinion, verbal instruction requires students to be more alert in carrying out the activities. They tend to be more focus. Furthermore, sounds could make this application more attractive and effective for young learners. For instance, the sound of clapping hands if they get the answer right. This is because at the young age, they tend to be more motivated with that kind of sound. It is the same with coloured pictures. It gives impacts in students’ learning process.

Reference :

1. The Direct Method. Retrieved on February 18, 2009. Website: http://www.englishraven.com/method_direct.html

2. Communicative Language Teaching. Retrieved on February 18, 2009. Website: http://coe.sdsu.edu/eet/Articles/comlangteach/index.htm

3. Tuncer Can. (2006). Piaget’s Theory of Learning and Constructivism. Retrieved on February 18, 2009. Website: http://constructivist-education.blogspot.com/2006/04/piagets-theory-of-learning-and.html

.::Bina~Insan~Guru::. (B.i.G)

2009-02-13T00:35:00.001-08:00

9th-12th feb 2009...

it was very challenging yet an exciting camping..challenging coz i have to organized and managed a group of 90 participants..it was a big group for me..all my life i never been in charge a big group like this..however, i managed to do it successfully with all the participants cooperation especially my beluved C2 friends..they were very helpful and understanding..without them its quite hard for me to manage it..thanx big time guys!!!! luv u all..

<before leaving IPGM~kota bharu>

<stop for lunch at pasir puteh>

10th feb 2009~1st day of the challenge..

it were WATER CONFIDENCE & CANOEING.
G1,G2,G3- do canoeing first..G4,G5,G6- do the water confidence.. then it rotated..i was in G5..water confidence was very interesting..the coach taught us several types of swimming, how to safe people yg lemas, basic knowledge about swimming for the beginner like me..huhuhuhu..overall mmg best giler..i feel more confident be in the water now..with the B.A's help.. then kayak..we were divided into pairs of male n female..my partner n i did not really faced prob when 'kayak'ing..it just like usual..it needed synchronization and cooperation and also communication..for the big group(G4,G5,G6) we did have a prob..at first we took the xtvtv just like a race..evrybody was trying their best to b at the front..however, when we did rafting, the coach advised us n told us that we were not compete each other..everybody must remember that they were part of the group..so,"kerjasama" is very important..we made it at last, tour satu pulau kt kenyir lake...bkn pulau kecik tau..personally, i couldnt believe it..hehehehe..walaupun sunburned teruk jgk ar tp mmg best giler..memory of life...=D

fatin: ko rse air ni dalam x??

mary: dalam la kot..

akmal: bleh ke nk swimming kt cni??

xde jaws ke??

fatin&mary: wei!!ni tasik la mne de jaws..dugong ade la kot..

11th feb 2009~air terjun saok=jungle trekking,memancing,cooking contest
we started the day with a journey by boats to the air terjun saok which located brsambung dgn tmn negara,phg..from the entrance we had to climb brpuluh anak tangga..mcm kt batu caves pon ade rupenye..hehehehe...then we started our trekking..it was quite challenging bcoz byk duri2,lubang2 and also pacat...the path quite was slippery..we had to be extra careful..then after 30minutes walk, we smpi kt the air terjun..it was fascinating..there in our group we were asked to memancing...try to get as many as u can within 1hour..evrybody was xcited..mmg xcited giler..yg xpenah mancing pn kne mancing..dan mmg dpt ikan la..at least sekor sorg..coz port tu mmg byk ikn giler..huhuhuhu..after 1hour,we started back the journey down. after 20minutes walk,we stopped and had a cooking contest...every group had to get ready with main course and 3 kuih..for my group,we cook our ikan yg dipancing, sayur, sardin,cekodok coklat,cekodok bawang,cekodok sardin...it was interesting...we worked hard together as a team in order to finish it in time..pedih giler mata duk tiup api nk srh nyala...msk gune mestin n kayu api..mmg survival la...huhuhuhu...then blk ke base camp around 4..

<journey to saok>

<me n my bluved friend,ayu>

<jungle trekking>

<memancing~syok!!>

<way down to water fall>

<cooking contest~traditional method,kayu api n mestin>

smpi2 je kt base sdh ade tugasan menanti...within 3hours,all of us were given 6tugasan for the kebudayaan night..which were msk nsi grg,msk bihun,air minuman,desert,hiasan tempat,jemputan,bbQ..allocation of tugasan was made..sume group kne siapkn before 8.45pm becoz the kebudayaan night begins at 9 sharp..everyone made it..congratulation guys!!!!

11th feb 2009 <9>~ we had so much fun with all the persembahan...it were very enjoying and wonderful..they could manage to plan for their persmbahan walaupun byk giler tugasan kne buat...i laughed that smpi terkeluar air mata...best giler!!!!!! we ended the night at 12 after the reflection with en. zainol..that night also we had to kemas everything..kemas out kitchen, simpan khemah, pack personal things...dgn kerjasama from all the participants we managed to do it..

<final day at kpulau poh,kenyir =D>

12th feb 2009~everybody woke up with very exciting face..coz today we were going back..selesai sdh segala penyeksaan ini..i was very exciting..bcoz my role would end soon...suke giler...xpayah yell dh kt bdk2 ni..hahahaha...after mjlis penutup, kami bebas..sesi bergambar tidak dilupakn..sume gave the last pose before leaving the pulau poh..then angkut all the bags in to the boat house...get into the boats n arrived at the jeti gawi..then angkut bags msuk bas,bilang B.A..after that, bilang peserta dlm bas...sume cukup jln..around 5 smpi mktb...the end of my job...

apa yang penting??

"KERJASAMA!!!"

+the end+

dugaan

2009-02-05T17:39:00.000-08:00

jumaat~konon2 hari yg rajin la..i woke up early,lps solat.. swept the house..and planning to wash my car before going out to have breakfast at seri dewi..we were planning to have roti canai plus nasi beriyani..
i started washing my car part by part..in order to wash the front part i have to reverse my car so that the front becomes nearer to the hose..i get in the car..without closing the door, i reversed it..everything happens in a blink of eyes..my pintu kereta got stuck dkt pagar..then i realized it..
its too late now.. my myvi's door (kt driver)cannot be closed..all of this happened due to my clumsiness n careless..oh my god!!! what i'm going to do know..bengang ade...sedih ade...tgk baby myvi kesygn mcm tu..hancur hati aku~~nk mrh pn ade..tp nk mrh sape dh sndri yg buat (+_+) so, sendiri tanggung la.. esok i have to bawa myvi to the clinic...got to treat the wounds and stiches..hopefully she will be fine after that..i'm so sorry babe..
now..i'm stuck in my own house..cannot go anywhere at least for this two days' weekend..
hancusss sume plansS ku...
however, i realized in the end..it was dugaan from HIM..mybe i was a bit 'melupakan-NYA' lately..solat lmbt..mngaji pn jarang2..i should change for better..n i know i have to..

dear god, forgive me..

intro to my page

2009-01-20T20:45:00.000-08:00

this is my first time using the blog thingy...
its quite good actually..huhuhu..
the real reason for this blog is because i have to submit my assignment by posting to blog..
so now i have my own blog..
thanks to en.zul (my CALL lecturer)...=D