thursday's events

it was my first time involved in the school cross-country..it was exciting event yet tiring..we also had the farewell lunch for 'cikgu jo & pn.wahida'..Cikgu jo has been promoted to the JPNT.. congratulation to him..and pn.wahida has been transferred to SMK Tengku Bariah, pasir pjg...which is near to her house..good luck to pn.wahida..

pen off~~~

so many things happened this week..as usual, i'm still busy working on the management manual yg xsiap2..siap edit je kne kne buat amendment until i really sick of it..
but life goes on..moving on from day to day..and on 18th jan2010 it was my "hari yang terindah" of the week..i met him..and he gave me this:



hehehe..i was soooo happy..
and on the next day i had a very long day..it was really tired and yet i enjoyed it very much..i attended a course in besut and i met fara and juha..i also went to ayu's house, checking on her perparation for her engagement..huhuhu





zakwan is growing up very fast i think..today, he's already 31days..1 month 1 day..however, he is becoming to be the very manja boy..till his Tokma got tired of him..Mama die lg la..jgn ckp ar..me also, dh ilang akal bile he started to cry and cry and cry and xnk berhenti2..huhuhu..bayi membesar mmg mcm ni,said his beloved Tokma..




apart of my busy dayssss...i am still missing my TESL cohort 2 much....take good care guys!!!!

entah~~

a: knape tak ingat?
b: penting ke??

a: knape tak cakap?
b: kene cakap ke??

hell!!!! i'm not ok..

..luka..

monday, 11th jan 2010- today my school had "majlis kacau bubur as-syura". it began early in the morning.all teachers, students and workers were struggling making the 'bubur as-syura'.we started our day with 'rewang' whereby we get all the ingredients ready..i was cutting 'keledek' when suddenly i realized that i just cut my own finger. at first, i thought it was just a minor cut..however, it didnt stop bleeding after 5minutes and i became so panic..i'm not really good in seeing too much blood. i went up to the common room and searched for First aids..with kak nora help, we managed to wrap the cut. i asked her to wrap it tightly in order to give pressure that will help to stop the bleed. then it became very 'berdenyut-denyut'..feel like hell at that moment..nasib baik la today i only had one class to teach..if not it would become my worst day at school. however, it did a bit ruin my mood for the rest of the day..most of the teacher said, "apa ni anak dara..pegang pisau skit dh luka.." i just smiled in pain..this will be my first tragedy in school that i will not forget...=D

..sharp pain +_+..

otak daku sgt2 berselirat sekarang..like the pict..daku really2 exhausted..dont know why i begin to lose interest going to school. lots of work yg bertimbun2..dh gaya mcm org gila kuasa je aku kt sekolah..1st week is going to be very and so busy..that's what others say..and as my 1st experience attending the 1st term schooling, i tend to make myself in believing the 'stigma'..and very fortunately, the 'stigma' was true..i'm extremely busy..today was my third day reached home at 4.30p.m..i was too tired and no time for myself at all..nk mandi pn mls coz dlm otak blk umah nk peluk bantal and cium tilam for the rest of the day..penat gile!!!! and of it is my school is quite far from my home, therefore i have to travel about 68km (2 ways) each day..it added the sour la..huhu..bkn nk mengeluh tapi meluahkan..+_+ and today my migrain is on duty~~ blank for few hours..sharp pain in my head..

1st day of the 2010 school session

3rd jan 2010- a day before, i was talking to my mom and dad about the school session which will begin on the next day. i was half prepared for the new school session. actually i was nervous as i got lots of big posts in the school. big here means high responsibility. ok, let's get started about my first day in school today..horribly hectic and chaos with the students. i'm the class teacher for 3S1 and i'm also the "Penyelaras Tingkatan 3" plus "S/U PMR"..therefore, today i had to collect all the students details for the PMR registration which begins tomorrow.this was a bit tough..do it alone and dealing with 56 heads with thousand of kerenah really made me sick..it took nearly 3hours to settle it..OMG!! help me.. then, i had to organize my class to be more conducive and reachable for the teachers and students in learning process. thank God, my students were a little bit energetic and helpful. thanks guys!!! after that, i had to do the analysis for tomorrow's panel's meeting..it was damn lot of works to do..after i finished it, then go on with my job on Pengurusan&Takwim Sekolah..rse mcm nk tepu dh otak..i need a space to breath please!!!!! but nobody wont listen, i knew that for sure..huhuhu...kringgggggggg!!!!! it's two o'clock now.. i must get home..i need some rest after a very long day today..smpi umah tido je smpi kul5..hahaha..
~THE END of 1st exhausted day~

..alif zakwan mohd azimin..

name: alif zakwan bin mohd azimin
d.o.b: 18 disember 2009 bersamaan 2 Muharam 1430H
p.o.b: Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah, Kuala Terengganu.
t.o.b: 10.10 p.m



gigihnya seorang papa..zakwan berak..huhuhu..



at the moment i realized that i'm going to have a nephew soon, i know i have to change. actually i just realized this few weeks before he was born. with his birth i'm slowly becoming more close to his parents.helping them changing zakwan's nappy, bathing him and dodoi him made me feel so and much relax.i really hope that it'll last forever..begin to start to accept her as part of my life..=D muah zakwan!!! alang loves u so much!!!!

dear diary

..reality bites and truth hurts..

hell~O.. dear blog, i'm back..=D

got lots to share with u but....it's ok..

my friend had asked me once,"babe, sometimes i was thinking what good is love when it hurt?" and i dont know what the right thing to say at that moment..i just can tersingeh sumbing je..huhu.. and today i'm thinking of the same thing..but i knew there are somethings that do not need explanation when we talk about feeling or emotion. take a bite from it, and chew it then you know how it feel right away..huhu..i guess that would be the best answer for my best friend..

the next thing that keeps hanging to my thought was three 3 words..not 'i love u' for sure, but "clicks,clings,pain"..i just read it in one of my novel(actually i borrowed it from my sis..=D)..the explanation given by the writer somehow matched with what i'm feeling now..the feeling came just like you click a button,and it's clinging there(at your heart) and giving the most painful feeling..i just realized it yesterday when my messages were not reply and i dont know what actually is going on..yeah, some says reality bites and truth hurts..

on the bright side of my gloomy day, i'll get back my car!!!! my sporty morty stylo white baby myVi. i was so happy and cant wait to see her again..i hope it will come true..dh lame giler siot aku x pegang die, smell her...miss her a lot!!!!! huhuhu...ayan semcm je..tp mmg aku syg sgt die..the one and only that officially belongs to me...

bye diary, that's all i wanna share for this moment...

sampai ketemu..(+_+)

@dios!!!

..rindu..

so many stories wanna share..

but i dont feel like sharing any yet..


BUT;

aku rindu bdk2 TESL C2 tramat sgt!!!!!!

bosan weh idup sorang2...

xde org aku nk gaduh...nk kutuk..nk lepak2..nk gosip...

like we used to be...

take care guys!!!

sekian lama

setelah sekian lama....aku kembali menulis...hahahaha...
mcm2 happened since this 2 months...got posted to a "sport" school...being a teacher..adapted to a new environment...woke up early in the morning..and lastly, accident!!!
firstly, my so call "sport" school... iwas posted to SSTBN, Setiu..my first impression was it would be great to teach there..unfortunately, jauh panggang dari api...it was very difficult to get the students to be interested in learning regardless of any subjects..they are too too far behid than others...i pity them actually..however, they are not pity themselves, their objective is only one to excel in sport not in study...personally, my motivation is decreasing from day to day..the only challenge here is students' attitudes..i really have to adapt with it..
secondly, adapting to the new environment. i admit that i feel very lonely without my friends around..no more late night lepaking as "we" used to do..gossiping...assignmentsss...and classes. now, i have to the role model...i have to behave in front of my students as a teacher should be la kan..one more thing, living at home together with family sometimes, get me bored..my activities are limited..no more girls outing like we used to before...no more picnic at lata tembakah..
thirdly, i'm teaching Form Three. just finished marking the trial exam papers..and i'm a bit upset...48 failed..but this is the normal scenario for the school..so, i dont have to be worry i guess..
Now: new life, new job, new character, new car, and NEW ME...
i hope i dont have to be new me for so long...
thats all for this time..looking forward to write more soon...