..ALONE..

"language has created the word loneliness to express the pain of being alone.."

(Paul Tillich)

i am 26 years old this year, yet i'm still alone sitting at the dining table and at sofa watching television.

"people are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges"

(Joseph F.Newton)

i did not building any walls instead i am counting every second of the clock tickings to get rid of being alone.

actually, it has been awhile that i felt something is missing or not complete in me. it's like i lost a piece of jigsaw puzzle and i badly need it to make the puzzle perfect. hope that Allah will get me through this..ameen~~

time's up!!!

time waits for no man

plan your work and work your plan well

today is the second day of schooling yet i already suffocated. time is running very fast. rse mcm bru je punch card at 7.30 in the morning, then the next glanced at the watch it's already 4 o'clock.. oh my!!! tetibe je aku rse 24hours become 24minutes..waaa!!!!!! byk keje dh trtangguh ni..hadoiiiii!!!!!! suddenly, while writing this entry, aku teringat Badrul Aswadi's facebook wallpost, "jangan malas, bukan suruh jadi rajin tp jangan jadi malas." somehow, he was totally right, i have to be double triple JGN MALAS!!! for this year..no procrastination will be allowed( insyaAllah)if not, i'll be dead with the bunch and bundle of files, reports, and others!!! doaku di tahun baru, semoga tidak malas. ameen~~

"time's up!!!

it's already 4, go home and relax.."

2011

on 2nd of January 2011..i got my aims for this year. these are my most important long-term target for 2011;

my first wish is:

my mobile phone is not in good condition anymore (so sorry to inche b).. therefore, following the technology plus i'll have a little extra money soon i decided to buy this Apple iPhone 4..

iPhone4

Apple Earphones with Remote and Mic

Dock Connector to USB Cable

USB Power Adapter

Documentation

iPhone 4 Technical Specifications; http://www.digitaltrends.com/mobile/apple-iphone-4/2/

my second wish for 2011 is:

I would like to have my own Canon EOS 500D. No concrete reason for this gadget yet i never own any of camera before. Thus, I choose to own this real cool camera for me. I did my reading on this gadget, its kind of cool compared to other few SLRs. It's in the middle of 450D and 550D. I'm a girl in the middle of my siblings so, I choose 500D. It's quite expensive tho. However, I'll try my best to get the chance to hold it with my both hands. It's part of my dreams and I'm going to achieve it for my satisfaction. May Allah gives me the chance, ameen~~

Canon EOS 500D Specifications; http://www.canon.com.my/compare/product/?cat=1&lang=EN&p1=999&p2=1045