falling so hard..=(

dear blog (a.k.a "public" diary)

i'm so sad...

things dont really work between us..

two times in a week..

its bloody hell so bad for me..

i'm falling so hard..

i hate to feel this kind of feeling..

i'm really mad but at the same time i'm lost..

i hurt someone and i'm hurt also..

what the hell is this???

**V*

i dont ever think that it would make me hurt this much..

i thought it is a wonderful feeling..

only people who go through it can describe it..

but...i just realized it does not breeze at all time..

there's once it'll bring u down to earth..

and now it was my time to fall down to earth..

and the pain i bet u dont wanna know..

it broke into pieces..till nothing left to feel the pain..

what should i do???

what should i do??

i guess silence might be the key..

remain silence is better than being too vocal..

i might say something crap..

so, silence is the best way..

like someone has told me.."there are certain things words cant tell, we have to understand ourselves"..

"dear GOD The Almighty,

show me the right path that i should take..

if this is the best for me, give courage to endure it all..

i pray for your help.."

::KENANGANKU::

:: i purposely dedicate this post to my beloved friends,


MRS.JOViAL HIKMAH,

MISS ADORABLE AYU,

PRINCESS PINKY DAYAH,

MRS CHARMING LADY FARRA CROFT

::i'm grateful to have u all as my precious treasures::

the first time we met, we were strangers to each other,


not knowing each other and not even ready to know,

and slowly we started off with a simple HI! and a smile =)

as time passed, a formal relationship turned into an informal..

the day is not complete till we talk to each other,

and its such a nice feeling to know that i have all of u who i can trust on..

Thank you for our friendship for it means so much to me,

your kindness and understanding and loving ways you share so free..

Thank u for our friendship, for it means so much to me..

your kindness and understanding, and loving ways you share so free..

Thank you for being by my side..

when i needed someone that cared..

and thank you for all your loyalty in our friendship..

also for the times we shared together..

..thank you for our friendship..

..for it's something not even money can buy..

..thank you for holding me tightly..

..when i merely lose hope..

Thank you for always smiling at me,

When i couldn't smile at all,

and thank you for boosting my ego,

for the times i felt so small..

a friend is someone who knows a song in your heart...

and she can sing it back to you...

when you have forgotten the lines..

my dear tomodachi..

your friendship i cherish so deeply..

so this message i send to you..

may God bless you always..

and may we always remain as friends forever..

no matter where life takes us to..

we will always be friend forever and ever..

luv you all girls..

muah!!!

from,

Mary

(the collector of our friendship's treasures)