sekian lama

setelah sekian lama....aku kembali menulis...hahahaha...
mcm2 happened since this 2 months...got posted to a "sport" school...being a teacher..adapted to a new environment...woke up early in the morning..and lastly, accident!!!
firstly, my so call "sport" school... iwas posted to SSTBN, Setiu..my first impression was it would be great to teach there..unfortunately, jauh panggang dari api...it was very difficult to get the students to be interested in learning regardless of any subjects..they are too too far behid than others...i pity them actually..however, they are not pity themselves, their objective is only one to excel in sport not in study...personally, my motivation is decreasing from day to day..the only challenge here is students' attitudes..i really have to adapt with it..
secondly, adapting to the new environment. i admit that i feel very lonely without my friends around..no more late night lepaking as "we" used to do..gossiping...assignmentsss...and classes. now, i have to the role model...i have to behave in front of my students as a teacher should be la kan..one more thing, living at home together with family sometimes, get me bored..my activities are limited..no more girls outing like we used to before...no more picnic at lata tembakah..
thirdly, i'm teaching Form Three. just finished marking the trial exam papers..and i'm a bit upset...48 failed..but this is the normal scenario for the school..so, i dont have to be worry i guess..
Now: new life, new job, new character, new car, and NEW ME...
i hope i dont have to be new me for so long...
thats all for this time..looking forward to write more soon...