.m.a.r.y.m.o.h.d.'s.: 2010

Friday, December 24, 2010

black&white,greyscale,colored.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

23rd dec 2010

Sad is an emotion characterized by feelings of disadvantage, loss, helplessness, sorrow, and rage. When sad, people often become outspoken, less energetic, and emotional.

Sadness can be viewed as a temporary lowering of mood, whereas depression is characterized by a persistent and intense lowered mood, as well as disruption to one's ability to function in day to day matters.

on 23rd of december :

(the day that i will not forget in my life)

everything was just not right at all..

make me feel like it's pushing me down to the very low level..

how i wish i'm not the one..

yet, its give me the chance to realize;

it is just to hard and harsh for today..

praying that these clouds will blown away,

and the sun will shine brightly,

i'm hoping for a better tomorrow..

each cloud has its silver lining, and i just wanna believe it that way,

because i believe Allah with me and listening..

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Red Rose

As clouds are blown away by the winds, I believe that disappointment is often the salt of life. And for now, i'm having a spoon of it. It is million miles from what i thought it would be. However, my belief wouldn't change. A quote says, "accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart..". I'm now doing all with all my heart though it might bite me in return yet I can't stop this music of heart. It's just know how to sooth or rub some salt on the wound. in a nutshell, that's life of a normal human being who has some feelings to share.

Disappointment, by starving emotions we become humorless, rigid and stereotyped. By repressing them we become literal, reformatory and holier-than-thou. If it is encouraged, they perfume life, if it is discouraged, they poison it. To live well or to live hell, we have the ultimate power to choose it. Thus, I choose them to perfume my life;

"Red Rose"

Red is the color of which I will bear.

Like the color of a rose it tells that I am true.

For me to state anything else is quite false.

My love for you runs more deep and more true than the glorious

color of a red rose.

It runs more deep than the bluest ocean or the widest sea.

My love for you will always be there, even though I may not be.

If you are to forgive me then the love that I have for you will

pour over you and fill your veins until the blood that now flows in them

will now be my love.

It is so strong that the moment that I stand up it knocks me

down.

I've never met anyone quite like you.

You are the only thing that keeps me living.

You are the only thing that is running through my body.

My body, mind and soul are taken over by your power.

Your love is the thing that makes my heart beat,

Every second that you're not there it slows down 1 beat,

When I hear your voice again my heart beats faster hoping for

your return..

Wheeler, Candace

"it is better to know and be disappointed,

rather than to not know and always wonder.."

Friday, December 10, 2010

smile =D

A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief. ~William Shakespeare,Othello